Closure of the book

Today has been a day of reflection, it was the day I met Boo, I can remember it like it was yesterday and remember the evening we shared on our first date and how happy I felt.. I couldnt wait to tell the world (in fact I didnt it was on FB) If we all had a magic ball and could see in to the future, would we take the chances we do? would we take more or less? I knew that this was going to be a challenging relationship, but I was more than prepared to give it my best shot because I already loved him, i loved him before I met him and loved him the minute i set eyes on him and never stopped... He has put us through hell and back, some of it I understand and a lot I dont, sadly I ended our relationship for the last time because I finally just realised that none of the why's and wherefore's mattered any more , none of the hurt, lies and dramatics mattered because I realised that he just wasnt what I wanted for the rest of my life, I wanted more than he had to offer, it was as simple as that. I want to be someone's world, someone's every thought, just like they are to me, is that too much to ask or expect? Despite it all, I will always have a special place in my heart for my Boo, we shared a lot of good times and I will always cherish those.