A picture your afraid of,
My grandparents, are THE most important people to me, they are the head of our family and have been more parents to me (given my actual parents werent much good at it) i have lived with them most of my life. They have been my constant rock & guidance throughout my life. Not all my childhood memories are perfect, but thankfully the ones with my grandparents are and they often outweigh the other ones. Im afraid of failing them, I always ask myself in situations what would they think of it. I hated telling them i had seperated from my husband, i felt i had failed them then, but i hadnt, i dread telling them lots of things and i dont know why, becasue I will never be a failure in their eyes. I am afraid of them not being here anymore and cherish every minute I have with them now.
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